willingness

Where you begin doesn't matter. Your willingness to start is what counts.
Rhonda Britten

I have been so resistant of the weather change. Mostly because I feel like I woke up to summer in September. I felt like I started to live again. I was so wrapped up in work and figuring it all out that I forgot to have my summer. But this morning I feel ok about the cool air. I am looking forward to the rain and the cleansing factor. I just feel really calm and excited about this new chapter in my life.

So I thought it was fitting to make today about starting from where you are. We have this notion that we have to get somewhere or attain something before we can truly express ourselves. It’s as if we have to prove something first maybe to feel worthy or maybe because we are afraid we are not good enough. That’s was my thing, the not feeling good enough or not having enough….which would make me not worthy of having what I desire.

The good news is that I feel great and worthy in this moment. I’m not sure which got me here, either my declaration of it or that I stopped resisting. I just know that I am at peace and I feel great about my direction. I want this for everyone. I always talk about the ability that we all have to bounce back and keep moving forward. I think the goal is to build that bounce back muscle so that when you are knocked off your center, you can get back to center quicker each time. We will always experience tough times but it is in the handling of the tough time that will make all the difference in your life. The quicker you can let go and realize that life is continual and will keep moving, the quicker you can begin moving forward again. You can start right now. You don’t anything or anyone. Today take a step, make a move in the direction that will bring you the greatest freedom.

Today I am grateful for ocean which gives me so much clarity.