clarity

If you want to be successful, it's just this simple: Know what you're doing. Love what you're doing. And believe in what you're doing.
O.A. Battista

I feel like I’m floating, like I’m not touching the ground. I’ve been feeling this way ever since my training. When I say that- I don’t mean floating like on cloud 9, I mean more like I don’t feel the heaviness of life. It’s funny because I want question it like, where’s that heavy feeling I sure miss it. I don’t miss it. I like that I feel free. I like that I don’t feel burdened. I guess for the first time in a long time I am heading in a direction that I feel great about. I am seeing the possibilities.

I feel like Cecilia and I have made some major breakthroughs in our communication. She is moving out this weekend and it feels scary but at the same time we are moving through it and committed to our relationship in whatever form it takes. It’s interesting how a week ago we were in so much discomfort, the air was thick and we both wanted to avoid each other, but we kept talking and found common ground. It just makes you think, how often do you give up when something feels tough? It’s easy to say you broke up, move on, but the reality is this is a person I love, why else would we have chosen to be with each other. There’s so much here to learn by. We want to learn and we want to let go of all the things that hold us back in life. We are equally committed to this. So I guess the question for you is- Do you have relationships in your life that you are avoiding? Do you walk away because it’s easier? It’s easy to walk away from tough conversations but you don’t get the breakthroughs. You grow when you stretch; you grow when you walk through the discomfort.

I think I feel light because I feel clear. I still don’t have all the answers but I have honesty and I have direction and that feels like a million bucks.

Today I am grateful for being right where I am.