It's when I stop that I can see where I am. In this moment I can check in and see if I am off centered or struggling with something. I feel pretty good today. Fear drifts in and out of me. I am letting go of my big picture and it doesn't release easily. The more I am flexible, the more I am available for all the opportunities around me.
The world supports us to stay, to change only when it's comfortable. Our ego tells us to always keep a front, never show weakness, never stop. Its exhausting if you have to live in a place where you have to keep the balls up in the air. What a freeing moment, the moment you can admit to yourself and others that you are not superman. It's challenging, mostly because you believe that you are superman. Right...thats what you are thinking, but I can do it all, really I am amazing. And I say that there is great power in recognizing that you are human. If you stop and breathe and know that doing your best is all you can do. You tap into a freedom that you never thought possible.
Today we all have opportunites to show up differently. If you are finding yourself backed into a corner then its time to sit down. I can cause myself so much pressure and chaos. I am either the laid back easy going person most people know me as or a completely crazed person on a mission to Make it all Happen. I am sitting in my stillness and asking for another way. I am letting my balls drop and sitting down. My mission is to learn stillness in the midst of chaos.
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